“A Weary World Rejoices”
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Raising the Bar & Silently Screaming | 9/6
“You look pretty when you’re a struggling, desperate mess for me.” The static nerves in my right palm, and fingers, have been on and off since penning a handwritten note to C.J. all of Monday night, and Tuesday. I mailed out the Labor Day love note, on Wednesday, because it’s now been 11 years since …
My Cam-Pain to be VP of the Shattered Sweethearts Society. | 4/20
Cover Art Credit Link ♥ It’s ironic to sit down and spill my guts on a “stoner holiday” with zero THC in my system. It’s been exactly one year since I took medicated honey with a girlfriend of mine, Miss. Nicole. (A light dose edible so we would be alert monitoring her young children outside.) …
Luck of the Dutch | 3/17
‘Eternal Sunshine Of a Cloudy Mind‘ Ten years ago, this month, I changed my life by getting a job at the local lobster house. C.J. was so proud of me back then. He told me “do your hair and makeup everyday, and get that money.” Teardrops fell on my phone reading his texts in my …
Stripping With The Stars | 3/3
When I was a baby stripper, 20 years old, an hour away from my hometown, in the city, I met a dancer who helped enable me to make some money. She was the only girl I immediately connected with in the locker room. ‘Amber’ just so happened to grow up with my ex boyfriend on …
The First Collab | 2/14
February 13th: It’s a snow day today across Massachusetts, but I found a way to walk around a craft store the day before Valentines Day. Tomorrow is my first G/G, threesome experience… and it’s being streamed live on Chaturbate. I feel all the nervous butterflies while looking for V-Day decor in an empty store, while …
‘High Risk, High Reward’ | 11/11
An Open Letter to My Long-Lost Soulmate (and Exxxotica Expo Recap) Forever ago, during my movie theater interview, you told me your favorite color is purple (but maybe that was a flirtatious lie because my shirt was purple that day), and your birthday has been the passcode to my RobinHood portfolio for years… you like …
The Fight for Chaturbate Joy | 9/23
ft. Lost Files + Releasing Wounded Consciousness Am I a cam girl fraud when I haven’t had a real cock in my throat since November, 2022? I’ve finally made it onto Chaturbate, but it feels like I’m living the wrong life, separated from the man I long for most. My hormones are currently screaming to …
Russian Roulette, Photographer Sex, CaliBoy, and Amnesia | 10/10
ft. Splenda Daddies Diaries Hello October 11th 2020… This morning listening to the weekly ‘Sunday Word’, I heard- “There is no defeat from the past that can obscure the vision of the future.” (- Steven Furtick) Sunday’s wisdoms always hit different after restful Fridays, and ‘wild Saturdays.’ I say restful because Friday night this week, …
‘Show-er vs Grow-er’ mistake + mermaid theory | 8/26
Girls who have been on Tinder since 18, apparently, become blowjob professionals by 21, did you know? TikTok females this last summer showed me the “Glug-Glug 9000.” *Update- It’s actually called ‘The Gluck-Gluck 9000‘ and it’s an episode on the “Call Her Daddy” podcast.* Google it for more details. You need a king-sized cock, 1st …